Kojiro (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} bagpussgirl) wrote,@ 2003-12-21 10:30:00 |
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so, um. yesterday i broke down completely. after over a week of being stronger than i thought i could be, i just caved in, and cried on my mother's shoulder for the journey home. i don't even know what set it off. i never want to break down like that again. and i'm starting to resent people who've had good days, which is a bad place to be in. but i don't really know how to get out.. i hope this ends soon. i hope i get over it soon. he has, so why can't i?
well... shit.
well... shit.
